Haizz
lonqlonqlonq tym nvr Blog liao,So many tiings happen:
ii juz found out how carinq jovial was,she so sweet,me n a person[nt in class] fight,den she saw cutz on my hand,i dunn tell er hu make de cutz,den she say go tok to dat person,so sweet rite!
mummy briinq me go cycliinq,den in 1hour,i learned hw to cycle...cool rite
Mummy oso allow me buy new hp...1 of my wishes forfuilted!!
My penkniife so...weird,sometymz can cut,no blood,smtymz got?i cut 2 cutz,SO MUCH BLOOD!scary,but no pain...lol...weird
u dunno hw much pain im in
n u still lyk other ppl...cant believe...
haiz...den lonqlonq tym nvr see u...forget my already
wad kind of person r u??
if u alwayz around me,u'd know y there r cuts on my hand
haiz...maybe i was meant to be unloved...alone...without any friends
Monday, September 10, 2007
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 6:39 PM
Thursday, August 30, 2007
- ryan bet me...in a game of truth n dare....i mean not bet...lyk use my name....stupid RICK say"Cassandra....Ryan Like You"OMG so many ppl heard....refrace tad...i mean de whole CLASS heard....omg....tads de most embraciinq
- SANDY come bak skl liao!!yeayea....happihappi...gdgd n we sittiinq behind Vanniie Maarmie....
Dear....
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
loads of marks on my hand now....
have all our memories!
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 6:03 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Woah...so long since ii post liiao...srysry
fun ah ydt...me,ant n KIM wen bowliinq....den kim is not bowliinq....shes THROWNIING de bowliinq ball !!cant blame hey,her first tym....cant believe its her 1st tym....lolz....even ant go bowliinq b4....so many ppl keep askiinq me out....haiz...promised kim we go bowliinq agaiin...haiz...so EXPENSIVE juz for a game...as iin we spent...$4.40 ytd....n rental of shoes not free ah...plus me n ant share game...as in 1 name n 2 ppl share....not fair ah...so EX somemore...
aiya....miss so many ppl...miss;
Sandd (sick)
amanda[k](nvr see her/hym)
nicholas[k](nvr see her/hym)
Danielle(nvr see her/hym)
Dominic(nvr see her/hym
ppl i see everyday...but still miss...
vanessa....
anthony...
Kimberley...
Alison...
Margaret...
Natasha...
Erm...now cnt tink anymore names...sry...
is it me hurt u??
or u hurtiinq me??
how will we continue??
do u wane me to wait for u till i die??
u asked me to wait for u...
i dunno if i still wanna wait...
rumors gg about dat u lyk another gurl other than me...
if its true...
let me go plz...
it hurts me more than it hurts u to know de facts...
maybe its for de best
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 8:24 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
i have no idea what to do any more
many ppl say u've change
its true
what else can i say
NOTHING
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 1:52 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
wah...niice ah....
last nite...my korkor,didi n meimei(no jiejie last night)meet up,we play till 1 plus...oh yea,den diidii anthony n amanda jiie came....we play till sianz....tad tym onlli at bout lyk 11 plus...den amanda play wif korkor de whack-and-dodge game.i see them play n sit beside them...my diidii n meimei playiinq maple...den i rmb de scissors-paper-stone,but in a more violent way...den he hit me till i got one purple line on my hand....in othere words,abokar!!but not on eye ah...hand...vines broken ah....pain sia....haizz....he worse than me...he hit hard but my hites were more than his...so if one hit did'nt hurt...try 20 of that exact hit...hes hand no haf line or wad but got a lot of dotdot..haha,sry kor..but fun,amanda got play..but hers no pain...l0lz....metal woman,hehe..den we go out 7-eleven buy drinks,oh yea....heres a mus try...get a soft drink n ad bitter lemon...its alcholic but me,amanda,dana n anthony drank it,nice sia,thats last niite.
ur hidden from me
ii try my best to get close to u
i accomplish
but theres no chance...
why??
whys there no chance??
iis it wad ii do...
or was iit all a big mistake??
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 9:15 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 12:31 PM
Thursday, August 9, 2007
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 4:11 PM
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Haizz......
Xia0 miss lee n0w muz mak3 us stay bak 4 day in a week...ii tiink she is mad.....alway scold us for nthiinq!
haizz.....todae.....me n qonq ji(marmiie sand33) so veri wu liao....we heard for de 1st tiime no sound iin de class for at least 10sec....me n marmie so shock! den mr see tok...den we say hu ever spoil de fun tym....muz gif ticket....n lame enouqht to gif to teach!l0lz
ii 0nlli haf few w0rds f0r u.....ii giif up
ii l0v3 u____________Sandd...Sabriina...Vannii3...Ch3ryl } Chick3n famiily
ii l0v3 Sandd c0z sh3 kn0ws h0w ii f33l 3v3ryday
ii l0v3 Sabriina coz sh3 car3s f0r m3
ii l0v3 vannii3 coz sh3 lisents t0 wad ii haf t0 say
ii l0v3 Ch3ryl c0z w3n iim d0wn....sh3s th3r3
<33s
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 6:21 PM
Friday, August 3, 2007
Haizz....t0day...s0 siianz....nthiinq t0 d0
oh yea,b4 ii start,let me share wiif u smtiinq my best iimprovment iis:
my 1.6 km test,here r de results:
1st tiime:14 minntes!!!FAIL
2nd tiime:9 minutes!!!PASS
yeay!!
n0w,iin d3 m0rninq...cant q0 cat33n...muz q0 straiqht t0 class,muz be qui kiia...EWW s0 disgustiinq juz tokiinq bout iit...so siick....so siianz....
t0day.....de qirls(n0t iincludiinq me,jiie,marmii3 sand33) w3r3 siinq s0nqz.....but tad was n0t d3 m0st disgustiinq part.....th3y w3r3 siinq hiiqh sch00l musiical....nic3 s0nq but verii chiildiish...l0lz
either miss lee is made or she juz wan to make us angry....se gave us so much fuckiinq homework even though she knew how much work we had to do!!ii tiink shes mad giif us so much.....she tiink iits ood for us but onlli some got nn 3 of dem iis me,marmie sandee n sabrina jiejie....we so poor tiinq riite....she stiill wanted to make us stay bak for fuckiinq maths!!ii wiish ii piick3d under hated teachers not favourites!!AHH
haizz.....
dear.....
are u g0nna d0 anyitinq bout us??
are u3 juz qonna siit watch!!
can u3 d0 smtiinq....
at least help me or.....
b3 niic3 t0 me.....
dun tell me u cant even d0 th0se easy tiinqz??
iif u3 cant d0 tad.....
wad else can u3 d0 f0r m3.....
NOTHING
do u care for me??
do love me??i
do u miiss me??
do u bother about me??
do u know how ii feel when u hurt me??
do u know how to make me feel better??
do u even love me juz a bit??
ii know de answer!!
NO
at least u can be nice to me,riqht...wif u cant even do that??what can u do??
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 5:17 PM
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Today iiz 0n3 0f myy w0rst days 0f myy liif3
myyii3 bl00dy fuckiinq c0usiin mad3 m3 anqry and mad3 a f00l 0ut 0f m3 iinfr0nt 0f myyii3 fr3ndz...h3 sc0ld3d m3....hu iis 0ld3rs ah......bl00dy bastard....d3n fuckiinq bryan any t0ld tad bl00dy bastard tad ii lyk ______ d3n h3 sanq a s0nq...dunn0 wad d3 fuck h3 was siinq abt h3 tiinks hiis siinq 3v3rybdy lykz,BLEH!
t0day,nthiinq much happened plus iit was ELLES bday(alison) she gave us goodiie baq...l0lz...iits suppose we wiif her....she giif us iinstead!!!so sw33t.HAPPY 12TH BDAY ELLE!!!
Dear.......
ii lyk3d u3 b3tt3r w3n u3 w3r3....
ur....
n0rmal....
n3rdy self....
u w3r'nt so m3an t0 m3
d0 uu n03 h0w much myy f33liinqs w3r3 hurt wen uu diid tad
ii gu3ss u3 wiill nvr car3
u3 nvr onc3 car3d
even thouqh u nvr car3d....
ii will l0ve uu f0r3va!!
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 6:50 PM
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
3v3ry tiinq w3n ba t0 n0rmal!!
t0day iis julii3t bday!!!Sh3 s0 happi but s0 sad ii c0uldn't sp3nd h3r bday wiif h3r....h3r crazy uncl3(crazy LKK Tay kiinq k0nq)mak3 m3,marmii3s and jii3 stay bak.Crazy l0r...w3 0s0 nvr 3at r3c3ss....f0r hym...d3n w3 waiit3d f0r hym...nvr sh0w up!!
marmii3 n0t anqry wiif m3 liia0!!! ii s0 happi but ii shld l3arn t0 contr0l myy t3mp3r!!! l8r 0n3 day ii 3nd up wiif n0 frii3ndz(o.O)n0n0n0 g00d. ii was lucky ii waz giiv3n a chanc3 0r n0t ii matii(dii3dii3)
D3ar......
ii kn0w ur d3 0n3 askiinq m3 q0....
ii mayb3 r0nq....
iif u3 askk m3 iin p3rs0n....
mayb3 ii q0....
but iif iits n0t u3...
yy ar3 d3y n0n-st0p askkiinq m3 t0 q0??
c0uld th3r3 b3 an0th3r???
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 2:35 PM
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
w0rst day ever
Today was de worst day ever.i went emo crazy!got angry wiif my d3ar marmii3s(mayb3 chanq3 bak to fri3nds liao) and ii r3ach h0m3 at 6 siia
ii de m0rninq....ii tiink ii w3nt crazy....w3n w3 g0t our chinese bks bak....b0th 0s0 q0t c0rr3ctii0n...ii g0t s0 mad tad al of a sudden....i pick3d up d3 bks n slam3d d3m 0n d3 tabl3!!!ii tiink ii w3n xiia0!!!
d3n....aft3r skl....ii s0 dum...mak3 marmii3 anqry....n0w d3y dun 3v3n wan t0k t0 m3....ii 0s0 kn0w d3y hat3 m3 sinc3 l0nq l0nql0nql0nq aq0.....b0th marmii3 but n0w t00 lat3 t0 d0 anyytiinnq!!!*s0bs0b*n0w cl03s3 t0 m3 iis jii3jii3s(ch3ryl h3ng n sab)!!!sh3 h3lp m3,(s0 sw33t)
myyii3 mathz t3ach xia0.....mak3 us stayy bak tiill 5.10 d3n ii r3ach h0m3 6.30!my maths t3ach xia0xia0 0n3 but d3 m0st kind3s t3ach!!
n0thiinq t0 say t0day.....but juz sad...c0x ii l0st t00 many fr3ndz diis 3 w33kz!!!ii dun wan l0s3 myy d3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ar
d3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ard3ar marmii3(sand33)sh3 iis myy marmii3 but 0s0 my b3stfr3nd!!!!
iil0veth3mall<33s> 3v3n iif d3yy all dun l0v3 m3....ii wiill 4-eva!!!
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 6:41 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
Haizz....miiz them
Haizz......h0w ii miiss d3 m3m0ri3s wh3r3 w3 play3d t0q3th3r.n0 ch0ic3,
t0da3....DarliinqS marmii3 tak3 ph0t0 wiif m3 iin d3 t0il3t f0r s0 l0nq....w3 s0 wu liiao....d3n iin class,marmii3(vannii3)s0 happi sh3 walkiinq wif papa(lets n0t nam3 nam3s) d3n s33 hym d3n n0t happi....marmii3 muz be happi or n0t ii n0t happi den marmii3(sandee) n0t happi d3n jiejie(sabrina)n0t happi den d3 wh0le class d3n d3 wh0le w0rld.....
ii tot abt d3 f33liinqs which ii had n0t f3lt iin m0nths, h0w much ii miiss3d th0s3 f33liinqs....ii f3lt iit 0n sat(28-07-07)....2 diiff tiimiinqs....
1st. iin d3 aftern00n wh3n ii let hiim q0 a boii,ii felt so fr33.0ut 0f hiis cluth3s....ii f3lt lyk ii c0uld d0 anyyiinq tiinq!!
2nd. at nit3 w3n ii f0und myyii3 n3w k0rk0r,m3im3i,diidii.ii th3y w3r3 d3 ppl hu mad3 my day.ii c0uld n0t f33l anyy bett3r....w3n k0rk0r t0k t0 m3....h3 mad3 m3 f33l s0 r3lax3d,d3n ii play3d gam3s wiif myy diidii & m3iim3ii,0s0 v3rii funn.
d3ar.....
u3 d0 al0t 0f tiinqs f0r m3.....but....th3r3 iis on3 tiinq ii wan u3 t0 d0 f0r m3....
t3ll m3 iin my fac3...l00k iin t0 my 3y3s and say u3 l0v3 m3 fr0m ur h3art...
but....ii kn0w tad iit iis n0t p0ssibl3.....
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 3:10 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Last niqht,ii found my kor(nicholas)m3is(amanda kwok,danielle)n diidiis(miel,anthony).
sw33t k0rk0r h3lp m3 wiif dardar.
h3 s0 helpful.muz thank him.
we meet all met last nit3 till 2am.....
haizz.....once iin awhile...miss them all!!!
lost a friend yesterday
ii b3trayed him....
*sobsob*
his so close to me
now...his gone(not die ah)
i must haf hurt him alot
h0w d0 i even kn0w h3 likes me???
you told me u did
but now u say u didd'nt once lyked me
now.....ppl r sayiinq u lyk me again!!!
wad de hell iis wronq wif u??
muz u3 play qam3s wiif m3??
muz u3 hurt m3??
iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 1:24 PM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Dear......
cant u3 dun mak3 m3 suff3r!!!
ii waiit3d f0r u3 t00 lonq...
u3 mad3 m3 waiit f0r u3 f0r n0thiinq
u3 diid n0thiinq f0r m3 b4
u3 w0uld n0t 3v3n c0r m3
u3 w0uld n0t 3v3n t0k t0 m3
u3 mad3 fun 0f m3
u3 w0uld n0t 3v3n h3lp m3
u3 nvr sms3d m3
ii trii3d t0 mak3 d3 m0v3
u3 thr3w m3 away
ii gav3 u3 smtiinq but u3 puzh3d iit away
rum0rz g0 ar0und...
tad iim d3 m0st stupiidz gal iin d3 clazz
u3 t0ld m3 u3 l0v3d m3
but u3 w3r3 playyiinq m3 f0r a f00l
ii kn0w u3 cant s33 thiiz but ii want u3 t0 kn0w....
u3 wiill alwayz hav3 ur 0wn special plac3 iin myyii3 h3art
n0bdy wiill b3 th3r3 but u3!!
th3r3 iiz 0n3 m3ssaq3 ii wiill 0nli sayyii3 t0 u3
IL0V3U3.......
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iil0v3y0u<33s <33s iil0v3hiim time ah.... 8:15 AM